MAY - THE MONTH OF THE REVELATIONS

I've been busy lately because of bureoucratic staff and...work! Yes, because now I've got a job!
May has been a great month, full of news and good things for me. I've got a job, I've got new friend, I've got a...
But let's start with order.
Job: Finally I've got a job as waitress in an Italian restaurant. Nice place, nice collegues, nice work. This restaurant is placed in the center of Helsinki so now, in the summer, will be full of tourists so I guess I'll be very busy! But it's ok. I like this work and I like to stay in contact with people.
Then I've got new friends! I'm so happy! They are so nice and funny! I adore them.
Another good news concerning two of my best friends. They have fulfilled his dream-project...they've become "mummy and daddy". I'm so happy for them...I can't wait for to know their beautiful baby.
And then...me.

I don't know...or maybe I know but I'm afraid to face the truth...