I spent my time with bureocratic things and looking for a job. I thought I was found it but "the boss" doesn't want to take a certain decision so afetr 20 days spent in waiting I'm fed up! So next week I'll start a new research.
I'm also a little sad in these days...I'm tired and my mind is full of thoughts...I need a job, this is the point!
I'm really angry because I waste time following the false promises of that person...:( But no matter...
Anyway yesterday was an important day...I signed an important document that will mark an important change to me...even if it means to erase 13 years of my life.
I'm in melancholic mood lately...for some reasons and I hope next days it will goes better.
There's a blue sky today in Finland. Sun is shining and people enjoy it. Maybe I should go out for a walk but I don't feel like going out...
I hate myself when I'm in this mood...grrrrr!
How someone said: "It can't rain all the time..."
Let's hope...
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